Eyjo19

Well. Been pretty damn busy, unmotivated, procrastinating, forgetting, busy some more and overall lazy with getting myself to draw just about anything though i am working myself out of that shtick. Drawing some project of a world map for an rp I am running with my friends and whatnot and gonna try and get into more drawing and school should hopefully help with that especially since I am taking a winter in art classes though that involves also photography and actual painting which I loathe immensely. Gimme charcoal any day.

Alright, I think I might be drawing again but unsure. Lately my emotional state has been rather down due to my relationship being going down but it has reached it's finale. The relationship has ended but it ended on an okay term I'd say. I am sad that it has ended but due to the state it had been in I seemed to have subconsciously mentally prepared for it so the dread I have felt has gone and it's a weight off my chest. It was great while it lasted though. Awesome sex when we met. Really sad THAT has ended but I guess it comes with the package. I am okay though, really.

Apparently every time I pick up the tablet, i lose everything that makes me want to draw. Hate. So much hate.